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so yesterday i ate a lot... mostly cos my boyfriend was over.
my stomache was grumbling and hes like 'your hungry arent you?' i was like 'no..' and he was like 'your lying, your just trying to eat less again'
i dont know how i can ever lose the gained weight if i have people on my back constantly.
and of course i ate own my own today... oatmeal and a granola bar for breakfast.
im going to try not to eat much else today.
but of course ill probably fail.
i miss ana.
fucking bulimia... its making my cheeks swollen, my teeth are nasty... and my nose bleeds randomly and constantly.
yet im stil 130lbs.
i miss my 118....
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